Juz Me

2009-04-11T16:58:00.000-07:00

Finally, Terrence agree to sale the shop and start looking for another shop. We have discuss to give us another chance to put effort in business. Let see how it go if another 2 years is better . If not we will start looking for job. Not in business anymore.
I Miss my parent. See the financial situation i think i can't go home in sept. I'm SKINT.

2009-04-10T07:58:00.000-07:00

Good Friday, raining outside. This kind of wheather did make people down. Talk to Little Pig and Panda about the Siam Buddha and what the past that i have done to myself. Only thing that i can do is to pray to god and ask for forgiven. Amitha Buddha.
7 Yee have not going back to Taiping yet, so mom had to work more . The only thing to blame is my brother who did not take responsibity. Pray to god to Bless my mom health

2009-04-03T07:14:00.000-07:00

Friday & Saturday ditribute menu as per request by Terrence. What a surprise!!!
Suddenly there is tears in my eyes when i think of my mom. Why did she come over to my place(shop). Maybe she think the air ticket is expensive or she did not travel or maybe she just want to stay to look after coffee shop.

2009-04-01T08:25:00.000-07:00

Sunshine will bring people feel good but not to me. Too many thing burden in my mine. My future, financial, mid life crisis,my parent health and Terrence. Have to see doctor to discuss my ultrascan kidney result. That really worry me.
As I alway mention to myself that nothing can change the situation then I have to accept/face it.
But deep my heart i feel pain especially to my parent.

2009

2009-03-28T20:17:00.000-07:00

Since 2008 , i been away . Life have change a lot. Different view in my chapter of life. What i need is more secure in my future especially in financial. My mom and dad is getting older and i did miss both of them all the time. No time to look back but ahead to future. If i going back i need a money to back up me . My parent did secure me with a house. My two brothers got his family . Me and Terrence. To me, Terrence never think about future. Wish myself all the Best!!!
I would like to adopt a child if possible . Do some volunteer work .
Credit crunch period. It did effect a bit to my business. Hope i can cope it. God Bless

2007-12-28T08:05:00.000-08:00

After xmas i suppose to get my airticket issue but due with financial that i facing i had to postpone my trip. 7 Yee not feeling well and can't work with mom anymore. Mom had to wake up early morning and work until till night. That really worry me.

2007-12-17T19:38:00.001-08:00

After 15 months doing my takeaway business. Still i can't manage to cover the expenses. Discuss with Terrence if there is no more improvement but the end of the 2008 , we better sell out the business. Miss my mom and dad so much. I feel i was all alone in UK and Terrence is not the want that can bring thing to discuss. He the one who never plan for his future. Might be that is what i own him in my last life.
I must be strong to face for my own future.

2007-12-17T19:38:00.000-08:00

2007-11-17T06:58:00.000-08:00

Dad, mom and 7 yee not feeling well. Dad and mom had swollen leg and 7 yee feel dizzy all the time. Did call up to check how the thing going on. This week business not good . We did distribute menu on this saturday. Praying for my dad, mom and 7 yee will getting better.

2007-11-03T19:56:00.000-07:00

Juz call my mom. Mom was not feeling well. Her leg is swollen that make me very worry about it. I really miss her a lot. Talk to Terrence about it or i might travel back to see my mom. Hope she will get better in a couple day time.

2007-10-26T08:21:00.000-07:00

I have discuss with Terrence about shop financial that we had to face it. Give it another year time to see if there is any improvement. Then will decide what to do.

2007-10-23T19:18:00.000-07:00

A bit down feeling cos i can't cover the expenses of the business. I really have to work hard more to achieve the target. Please help.

2007-10-22T12:30:00.000-07:00

Monday is day off. As usual did shopping for the shop. Get a offer job from Poh Poh for part time. Discuss with Terrence and he not happy for that but did explain to him why I would like to take the job. Financial that did not cover up and some pocket money . Did buy a new freezer for the shop today . I really miss my mom.

MOM Birthday

2007-10-18T16:30:00.000-07:00

I alway plan to go back to hometown on my mom birthday but due to financial I had to cancel the trip. Kok Choong and Wen Ping did take mom and 7 Yee out for dinner. At least he did do something on this special day.
Hope everything will go well so I can go back for CNY.

2007-10-18T06:28:00.001-07:00

2007-10-18T06:19:00.000-07:00

Yesterday is my mom birthday. I should be at her side but because of the financial i had to cancel the trip back to malaysia. Brother did celebrite with her and buy mom a cake. Hope this CNY i will go back and take mom for dinner.

Having sleepless last night. Confused? Or i should give myself another year to go if not good turnover for business. I will give up and start looking for job. How about Terrence? Can he do that?Or should i go back home with my mom? All this make me sleepless cos i can't because of the financial.

2007-10-17T07:29:00.000-07:00

Life in Uk a bit boring for me. After 8 year working hard. I had set up a small shop. But turnover is bad and i miss my mom. Live with my boyfriend but i am not happy at all. Sometime i think i juz want to walk out and go back to my country since my parent is getting old, i wish to send more time with them but what can i do when i reach home. I need money and my boyfriend likes to stay in UK. And he did not think of his family at all. So we got a very big gap in this matter.