Finally, Terrence agree to sale the shop and start looking for another shop. We have discuss to give us another chance to put effort in business. Let see how it go if another 2 years is better . If not we will start looking for job. Not in business anymore.
I Miss my parent. See the financial situation i think i can't go home in sept. I'm SKINT.

Good Friday, raining outside. This kind of wheather did make people down. Talk to Little Pig and Panda about the Siam Buddha and what the past that i have done to myself. Only thing that i can do is to pray to god and ask for forgiven. Amitha Buddha.
7 Yee have not going back to Taiping yet, so mom had to work more . The only thing to blame is my brother who did not take responsibity. Pray to god to Bless my mom health

Friday & Saturday ditribute menu as per request by Terrence. What a surprise!!!
Suddenly there is tears in my eyes when i think of my mom. Why did she come over to my place(shop). Maybe she think the air ticket is expensive or she did not travel or maybe she just want to stay to look after coffee shop.

Sunshine will bring people feel good but not to me. Too many thing burden in my mine. My future, financial, mid life crisis,my parent health and Terrence. Have to see doctor to discuss my ultrascan kidney result. That really worry me.
As I alway mention to myself that nothing can change the situation then I have to accept/face it.
But deep my heart i feel pain especially to my parent.

2009

Since 2008 , i been away . Life have change a lot. Different view in my chapter of life. What i need is more secure in my future especially in financial. My mom and dad is getting older and i did miss both of them all the time. No time to look back but ahead to future. If i going back i need a money to back up me . My parent did secure me with a house. My two brothers got his family . Me and Terrence. To me, Terrence never think about future. Wish myself all the Best!!!
I would like to adopt a child if possible . Do some volunteer work .
Credit crunch period. It did effect a bit to my business. Hope i can cope it. God Bless